Thursday, January 15, 2004
Just a thought of unwell....
I'm getting unwell, i'm not into any physical disease or illness. but then just some weirdo feeling stuck on my farrago mind mapping. There's seems packet loss and the traffic packets couldn't properly transmitted through core switcher into its backbone trunking. I don't feel good, feel like wanna cry but the tears just couldn't spread (did i wipe it away?), i feel guts everywhere in my body empty cluster/neuron. I feel numb, moist, weakness, half-paralyze, retarded and other mind-crossing negative impact. Peoples around see me without any worry or unhappy, but no one knows what was tinkering inside my empty soul. It does effect my life today as i feel like couldn't properly walk-in/walk-out...... I don't belong here....
