Friday, September 26, 2003
Compile error...
Going to Low Yatt's Plaza today bought some CPU fans to replace the always-stuck fan that i own currently, shit... too many times those old one stop spinning and it was some crap smell and it could lead to burn the cpu and motherboard soon so i better get a new 1 but hey there are no longer new one heat sink and fans for socket 7 even i've juggle around the shop so i grab the 2nd hand for RM 5 and it was cheap aight ? yes it is for the ancient thing. My girl accompanied me to everywhere and she seems bored with a geek like me eh, hahaha, i'm gonna obsess people especially girl to turn geeky. She seems amuse to the outlet that selling laptop and asking the salesman about the pentium 4 and so on but not the other hardware in it, y'know my PC is running on Cyrix 233Mhz MMX and it's nearly 6 years i'm using it since 1999 and nothing much bring me trouble except the RAM, floppy drive and CDROM drive. Walk to Parkson hypermart bought some chicken nugget, Good Day fresh orange, canned food, and a little household stuff. Going down to parking bay and found out summons letter from traffic police in my bike... ohhh soo shit !!! this cops got nothing to do in the late evening besides searching for easy money like these eh ? fuck you COPS ! Going back home and cook and do some practical report because yesterday evening was the deadline. ArgHHHHHH i'm gonna die !!! tons of job to do Euuwwwww urghhHHHHHHH......... Shukri of those IT consultant company called me and ask to meet him yesterday regarding to the network & server configuration at some company he got contract, i'm not going to due to some incomplete job here, maybe on monday could do. Doing some update on /usr/ports on my gateway machine at home, those BSD gonna die soon i bet because it often hang and freeze suddenly while doing some resource-consuming job like compiling and installing new application. shit again. I've failed installing tcpview on it because of some weird error message, i need that to monitor the traffic/tcp packet going because some of the client in my network infected to some trojan email embedded and this is so suck because it harvest my email and publish to the worldwide. so fucking lame job he does ! Here are the error while i'm compile it. Ohh... shit the putty was froze and lead to the connection abort suddenly. again the internet down !
Tuesday, September 23, 2003
shit accident...
i was accident where i've been hit by the car drove by some fucking woman in the early wee morning today about 1 a.m. She drove quite fast like a mad dog and tried to jump the red light and her car was so close to me and as a result she couldn't control his machine and lastly she hit me at the rear and back of my leg and bike. I'm nearly felt down but it wasn't and she stop immediately and doing nothing besides turn like deaf and blind human. I never stop my bike and i rode till home. I felt so dizzy, pain, uncomfortable and whatever at my leg, i can't walk properly, i ask rashid to massage on it but it never work and my other housemate ask me to go for scanning, check-up at U.H. I went there with rashid (thanks mr. ghosed good boy!). That female indian doctor gave me some Methyl salicylate liniment, diclofenac sodium, magnesium trisilicate compound. She seems angry on me because coming with the minor injury to her. I'm just to get clarification whether my bone crack or something inner-bleed. she was really make me pissed off ! I'm not going anywhere today and i don't have intention to walk around anywhere, felt like wanna sleep whole day or watching tv. The impact of hit onto my flesh was just so painful. Lastly, fuck to those Wira driver that hit me, u're so fucking prostitute brainless motherfucker !!!!!!!
Friday, September 19, 2003
Die kate im' afraid..it's uncertain future...
aku harus belajar memahami situasinya,walaupun aku tak tahu pe sebenarnya yang die rase.
atau itu cume alasan bab sebenarnya die benci aku? harap he tells me no lies...
(now he sms-ing with dat UIA gal) Heh,good luck pal..
die bebas wat keputusan,bebas pergi jika itu yang die inginkan....aku tak dapat menghalang..walaupun berat rase hati..die kawan baik aku..aku tak mahu kasi mase kerana semua mase itu miliknya....aku mahu die tahu yg aku sentiasa doakan keselamatan, kejayaan hidup die di dunia dan akhirat.....aku masih di sini...jika satu hari nanti die perlukan aku.......
u know dat i'll b the same n always care...always..
-jgn pernah bibir tertutup..bicarakan semua yang kau rasakan....
aku tak dapat menghalang, engkau punya kemahuan sendiri..
Thursday, September 18, 2003
Goodbye and Farewell to KUIM...........
I have finish my practical period yesterday loads with thousand knowledge and experiences. Good for us here and for 'em there (?). As for now, i am still fighting with the report and stuff which pretty tough for the last-minute guy like me eh. Yesterday i gather all my things in those office and pack it up and throw away unneeded thingy. Some of the PRU members won't let us go and they seems happy we're there for nearly 4 months doing job on team work. I am pretty sad to left the MPAJ's entrance and somehow felt happy completed my course requirement. I don't have anything to left or give to 'em only the good/bad knowledge i've teach to them so as the E-Forum i made with phpBB. I dunno what's the destiny of those server in the near future or maybe it may abandon someday ? who knows... To all the UKPS staff, PRU members:
noni, hajar, sayuti, mat, budin, yati, shud, linda, suzi, din, nash, mizi, nizam, lijah, temah, mala, adilla, ijan, hana, liza and all the members of PRU. Good luck to you, see you when i see you. Here's the picture some of the people that i'm gonna miss for ur kindness.... bye bye KUIM. sob....sob...sob....
Friday, September 12, 2003
Thanks to everyone that treat me good or bad...
Tomorrow is my last practical day officially, but due to some work that haven't finish yet, i have apply to extend the period till wednesay of next week, cool eh. There's a small farewell ceremony today that HEP unit organize for us before we leave the nice place with warm heart people, i really miss all the staff especially the UKPS staff which is consist of Pn. masni, pn. reen and kak noni. All your contribution, teaching, knowledge, facilities u provide to us wont fade away. Thanks deeply for ur kindness and warm treat. I just finish doing a presentation on phpBB E-forum for IT department staff in front of their director too; En. Idris Takyan. They're eager to see the things work properly pretty soon. After all the obstacle coming towards me i kick away, at last i see the great yield for my sacrifice for about nearly 4 months. I'd like to take this opportunity to thanking to the following party; Pn. masni, pn. nurhazreen, kak noni, PRU members, En. haizuan, kak syikin, kak shila, abg ghafar, kak rozihani, abg radzi, en. idris, en. radzif, en. saiful, cik noorani, kimi, nawi, the mamak shop at the ground floor, all the security guard in blue, kyros kebab's outlet pandan indah and its cutie staff :), bahadur restaurant, menara maxisegar, pandan capitol, mpaj's bike parking bay, the cafeteria at 13th floor (they serve me with the most tasty nasik lemak i've ever ate) and its nice indon worker. I will really miss all your voice, talk, smile, laugh, body gesture.
izinkanlah aku melafazakan isi hatiku
kau yg satuuu...
bagiku tiada lain dr muuuu...
uuu...
pastiku kan ubati lukamu
segala kemahuanmu ku beri
hatiku hanya untuk muu...
yeaaahhh.....
tiada yg lain dr muuu....
hasratku hanyalah untukmu
izinkan aku
lafazkan isi hatiku,
masih kah aku... bertahta di hatimu,
janjiku, padamu...
kau perlu tahu.....
This is the songs from Ruffedge - izinkanlah
Tuesday, September 09, 2003
Happiest Day !!!!! woooo hooooo !
I felt so great today naturally and something. First of all... i got an account at spunge.ORG for free !! It's not easy to get an account at those most stable server because it's like a tight ship ! It's my golden dream come true having it. Those kind Benji Spencer dude provide me with SSH, telnet, mySQL, FTP, BitchX, pine, pico, gcc and lots of useful stuff. I have start uploading stuff to the www directory and the upstream/downstream uplink was kinda awesome at his network somewhere in Greenleaf, Chicago, USA. I bet his machine rely on some DSL connection to get boom into internet and it's Linux 2.2.25. Secondly, En. Radzif just lend to me the 100base D-link DFE-916dx 16 port for using in PRU room so both machine could hook on the net. Thirdly, my ex-coursemate 3 years ago just phone called me and we chat for nearly an hour. She's one of my chinese friend who's so friendly and cheerful most of the time. Now she work at some respectable recruitment agency as consultant at BEYONDER in Cheras, not marry yet :-). She told me may help in job hunting whether in IT setting or psychology, both field is amusing indeed spirally. Fourth, those *dude* may give us free of charge lifetime for server co-location at Cyberjaya datacentre with some interesting policy term. The best part is, those server will handle reverse authority for the 3 subnet of C class beyond approval from its allocator in Singapore. And we got immediate meeting tonight at USJ 11 Subang Jaya at some food outlet (our fave hang out place indeed !). I love those outlet because they serve so aromatic ginseng coffee, it taste like errmmm.... blended mocha, Wowwww ! !, so the final decision of the server status will be tonight, to be :-) or not to be :~(. I still got a slide job preparation, request from En. Haizuan Rozali... log out
ide1: reset: success
Monday, September 08, 2003
3 days in rural area...
I just got back from Kuala Kubu bharu, Selangor. Went to Sekolah agama menengah tinggi Kuala Kubu bharu, i spend 3 days there as an organizer, fasilitator and speaker for topic "Personality tenderness and career field". Enjoy but tired, but pre-dominant by enjoying stuff, Like any other motivation camp i've been since my earlier days in campus. The school was great sadly it's far far away from KL surrounded by rubber plantations and woods. I am the only male fasilitator that lead female students group. Consist of young and cute girl which is; Dijah, ain, sanah, hana, iza, washa, syida, etc. The hospitality was good, they got huge hall y'know and everything. It's so stressful preparing the slide for speaker... but it's complete latter even most of 'em are stole from somewhere on the net. heh, i bet they didn't even realize how crap the thing was. The girl in my group was so nice and hyperactive; they ask everything (by my courage) and involved in all activities that i manage to create for 'em. I love the treasure hunt activity where i've been as fake check point and we cheat most of the student that passing by, poor em !! Hey...i'm so sleepy, ciao !
Thursday, September 04, 2003
"aku tak dapat menghalang..engkau punya kemahuan sendiri"
Merdeka Celebration, Cinema, Camping....
Go out at KLCC park for a Merdeka celebration on 31st August, watching the concerto perform by some looser (Ferhad, V.E, Ruffedge, Akademi Fantasia (crap!), Yassin, Misha, etc.), Waheeda's voice wasn't that good on live performing, what's up withchu ??. Going to cinema at TGV for a movie called Pirates of The Carribbean with my lovely *honey*. I slept during the entire show, so i dunno what's that movie all about ! poor me. A-ha... y'know what, i went for a camping last 3 days somewhere at the beach of Port Dickson, it's nicer than having a bored splash at Sunway *fucking* Lagoon. Consist of 5 dude (myself, saiful, wan, rashid & my brother) we heading towards PD with my brother car (proton saga 1.5S plus non-grippable tyres, damnit !) at nearly 12 a.m. There's a road block by COPS somewhere at newly built highway at PD and i was kinda gigle as i don't bring along my I.C together (having a long journey and forgot the thing ?...what the hell ???? i've to explain + lie to that COPS and recreate some sad story to let him free me, phewwwww.... i'm a great liar !) and
Arrive at the camp site at 2 a.m. (i guess?), lots of couple at the dark side on the beach, they're having some petting job y'know... awww.... petting zoooo ! We bring along cooking dishes, mat, burner, binocular (nice for peeping eh!), samsung EOS 80mm zoom, some food (mostly junkie), fishing rod, squid (for a lure purpose), pail and the worst part is, we ain't got any TENT !! ohhhh nooooo ! nooo.... nooo... ! We're not gonna slaught our wallet and throat for the fucking damn tent. A tent for 2 person cost us about nearly RM 200 ! ! What the hell ??? I just seen it somewhere at Parkson Sg. Wang and i dunno the price at some camping apparel shop at Pertama Complex or Campbell. Lucky to us of bring along parang too, so we could chop stick at the near wood, we cook at that night, eat anything except the dry sand, most of us are starving than hungry coyote in the Kalahari desert. I walk along the beach found some deadly heaven coral, crab (i kill most of 'em :-P), snail (s) and most are garbages and i wonder why people should treat those nice place as dumping site eh ?, hey... we light up camp fire too so no creature could bite us in the ass unlucky we don't have any guitar to play in the cold night. On the day having some splash in the salty water (plus dirt), cook again, and fishing but we don't catch anything and lastly the rod broke and it was fucking bored again ! Heavy rain in the morning so we can't do anything till 10 a.m., going back KL at 1 p.m. with flourish heart. I miss a massive volume of my honey.... do u ?? you are so adorable....
